Tired

a number of my friends are having relationship problems lately. and i noticed those that do are born in the year of the pig. maybe it is a bad year for the pig.

but things are sure picking up for those born in the year of the dog, issues of the heart at least. as least for the people i know... does our birthdays really have something to do with our lives.

are our lives already planned out. if it is so then what is the use of us struggling to get ahead, to better our lives. we could just sit here and things would move. but if we did that logically we know that we're kinda screwed. is that then what fate has installed for us? are we able to change our fate or are our decisions already made up for us and us "making" that decision is not really a concious choice since we're already programmed to make that choice. but we cannot not make any choices and follow the flow. since by doing that we're already making a choice.

okay i'm lost now. maybe someone intended for me to get confused and leave things hanging. he probably knows i'll go fuck it man. so here it is. a self fulfilling prophecy. FUCK IT.

there, there was no man and it was in caps so u lose.

i win.

or did u intend for me to do all that as well.