WHAT-FUCKING-EVER

i just got back from the hospital, my grandma is warded, AGAIN. fuck my aunties and fuck that bastard. she fell down and her leg was swollen and they god damned made her to wash her own clothes that she had not completed washing. my dad wasnt at home so by de-fucking-fault i had to go down to their place. i've never cried since my grandpa passed away and i cried today. not exactly but tears were streaming down my face when i saw what i saw. i reached the hospital and my dad was tearing, i've seen him tear once and this was the 2nd time.

i cannot imagine him crying.

i hate this sense of helplessness, where there is nothing i can do. we want to take my grandma out of their place but it's just not going to happen. it's not gonna happen.

my uncle said that it's a disgrace, they have 8 siblings, 6 sons and no one can look after her. she's gonna die soon, so why not let her enjoy the rest of her life. she's old. she's sick and she's dying. at least let her enjoy what ever is left.

i see no point talking about the privacy of a blog. maybe i did stumble upon it and maybe someone gave it to me. it doesnt matter anymore does it. what i dun understand is how it all became my fault and how some people seem to take some perverse pleasure in seeing all this unfolding. fuck you and may you die in hell.

if u arent invited by me to read my blog please stop. as much as you do not like me reading yours, i do not like you reading mine. thanks. please respect my privacy.









like i am gonna fucking believe people will do that. i'll sooner shove an umbrella up my arse and open it than believe people will stop.