old, ailing and dying

my grand mother is old, ailing and dying. it's just a matter of time i suppose. sad and morbid but it's just part and parcel of life. no big deal. it's not like we were very close, me not being able to converse in hokkien and she not being able to converse in english or chinese. but i still love her and i care for her. no she's not like going to die in the near future. she's 80+ so i give it a max of 99. no i'm not being morbid. just realistic.

what galls me the most is the internal struggle for her wealth. it's just digusting. you have 8 sons and 2 daughters and granted, most of them cannot be bothered about it. but it's disgusting how the 3 of you try to isolate her from the rest of her children in a desperate and pathetic attempt to horde her fortune for yourselves. for you 2 spinsters who couldnt get married (for obvious reasons, mainly your too god damn bloody fucking obnoxious and anal) and think that since you have been taking care of her all this while you deserve more. well fuck off. if you had been a tad more attractive, a tad more open and a tad less conservative you would probably have gotten married. but no and just too bad. just know that in your old age do not even think about approaching me for help. i've seen the way you treat your own mother and i'n disgusted. if you were not older than me and grandma wasnt there i would have given you a piece of my mind. what's wrong with giving into the her once in a while. it's not as iff you'll die.

and lastly, my "FAVORITE" uncle. i hope you die and burn in hell for all of eternity. it's no wonder all you brothers hated you. and most of the nephews. and stop telling me your toyota corolla is faster, more comfortable and more beatiful than my nissan sunny. and for god's sake do not tell me your fucked up car has a sports mode. i'm in the university for crying out loud while you daughter had to retake her a'levels and your son is just... stupid would be too nice.
granted you car is newer, it is more comfortable but it is not faster. ha! tried it time and again. and to me, that's all that matters. BUT since you like to compare so much, how about we compare my car to you son's car!!

of wait, he doesnt have a driving liscense. i wonder why. are you too poor to send him to the driving school. and even if he had one, will you buy him a car. so stop telling me i've got a fucked up car. bottom line is i got a car and it moves. it goes where i want it to go at the very least.

and stop playing the role of the return of the prodigal son. you've never been there so stop trying to act like you're there now. the whole world knows you're eyeing what ever fortune she has left. it's so despicable it just had to be you to play that role. even your own daughter is disgusted by you. fancy forcing her to go down once a week to look after grandma. shame on you, you asswipe.