Die

i cannot stand you. pure and simple. i detest your presence. i cringe when i hear you call out my name. i sigh when i look at my ringing phone and see your number on my screen. and when u call me again, it's all that i can do not to switch off my phone. i hate your egocentrical ways, it's so unbecoming and uncalled for. maybe you should grow some self-esteem so you'll be more reassured of your own usefulness. then again, i seriouly doubt how useful you can get. you make the most patient people impatient, anger the most good tempered, distress the undistressable. more shocking, you seem to invoke hate in every-other-person you meet. maybe hate is too strong. u make everyone else detest you. you're just detestable. i bet when your mother 1st laid eyes on you she wanted to smother and kill you. if it weren't for the nurses holding you away from her you would probably be dead. damn she should have killed you. it's no wonder you fail at relationships. you should just go fuck yourself, at least then you're fucking something.

stop trying to be interested in alternative or less well know items hoping that somehow having a tiny grasp of such knowledge immediately places you in the "cool" gang. it's time you figured, you're either cool, or you're not. if you're not then it's no big deal. what's worst than not being cool?

being you.

so stop pretending that you know the whole word, stop telling me how long you msn list is and stop saying hi to everyone you meet, esp when almost all of them are walking away and wiping the sweat of their brows, thanking the lord that you didnt have to talk to them. or walking away wondering who the fuck is that retarded looking dickhead who just waved to me.