The Road Less Travelled

shell shocked. "give a someone too much of something and soon he takes it for granted." how apt. i never seem to NOT send V home anymore. somehow everytime we go out it's taken for granted i'll send her home. i mean not that i'm complaining, but just PRETEND that u dun want me to send u home. PRETEND. THE MAGIC MOVE. PRETEND. u dun know how much better it can make someone who's half hearted have a change of heart and willingly send u home. a simple "hey i can make my own way back" wld prob warrant a "hey it's no prob man, it's along the way." ALONG THE WAY. HA! FUCK OFF MAN. IT'S THE BIGGEST LIE A GUY CAN EVER USE. how often is someone "along the way."?! sure, depending on which way u drive, even tuas can be "ALONG THE WAY" from orchard to bishan. IT'S JUST A LONGER WAY... of course i've used it countless times before, the reasons are countless but more often than not, i just want to spend more time with u. and i love travelling to parts of singapore i've never been to before. going into housing estates are a major bonus, i love seeing people's houses. it's nice, plus driving through housing estates usually have little traffic, making driving there thereputic. back to the point, taking for fucking granted that i'm sending u home doesnt make me WANT to send u home. constant and never ending "u'll send me home later right?", said in the most pitiful and high pitched voice doesnt work either. stressing on the word RIGHT, scores u no bonus points either. going everytime i go out with other guys they always send me home, is a sure way to get points deducted. u can jolly friggin well go out with them then. it's not like i'm DYING to go out with u... i know neither are u... but that's not the point babe. just making a point.

lulu got angry with me today. in fact, her msn nick is "luluuu the OFFICIAL road hazard hates adrian ong jian zhong. I HATE YOU!". this was after i changed my nick to "Puff - i dun believe u hate me cause i wun let u drive my car. it's MY CAR. MY = MINE = ADRIAN'S = NOT URS!". i'm guessing everyone can see what's the gist of the issue here. a recap for those dumb enough to not understand. lulu passed her driving GMT sometimethismorning, upon talking to her on msn, she proceeded to ask me if she cld drive my car. i then proceeded with a refusal, taking into account that she JUST PASSED. thus, having little/NO REAL LIFE DRIVING EXPERIENCE. anyways, she then started ranting and raving about how mean i was...

thus began the nick naming war... and to be objective here. note that i DID NOT NAME NAMES! freak!!! note that i did not say "Puff - i dun believe u hate me cause i wun let u drive my car. it's MY CAR. MY = MINE = ADRIAN'S = not XXXXX!". i believe that as much as people bitch and rant about people, naming people on the internet is despicable and not professional. where is the personal satisfaction on that, does it solve anything, wld it make u feel better. as far as i can see, if both parties have a mind to, things can get really ugly. p.s i'm not restricting it to msn... blogs, comments, emails etc etc. to top things off! she told me that there's are so many people with my name... she's knows an adrian ong (me) she knows a jian zhong(not me. and mine is jian - zhong. (okay, i dunno how to change the font back to the default colour. i cant be bothered to try after failing twice, i dun wanna choose black cause then when i post it u wun be able to see anything. i cannot write in black cause then i cannot see what i am typing and i figured that if i'm gonna write it in another colour red is as good a colour as any. and i just wanted to make the - in red... but yeah. stop laughing. i mean it. fuck... laugh ur ass off. tell ALL ur friends that u know a dick who doesnt know how to change the font colour back. and just to make it seem really funny, tell all ur friends to tell all THEIR friends.) anyway, i have a fucking - in my name which ur friend with the loser name jian zhong obviously doesnt... u dun know how cool the - makes jian zhong. it's not something small and negligible. it's like the peanut in peanut butter, the pea in the peanut. it's like having sex without an orgasm. no kick.

everyday i kill 1 mosquito in my room. everyday i see 2 mosquitos in my room. after i kill 1 mosquito in my room, i'll still end up seeing 2 mosquitos after that... maybe 3. thus i conclude. u cannot kill mosquitos. they just keep coming back. and this is the 1st time i've experienced the "no matter how many of us u kill we'll just keep coming back." and the "for every one of us that u smash between ur palms of doom. hundreds more will rise up from the ashes." experience 1st hand. resistance is futile. i shld just resign to fate and let them feast on me or i cld wrap my self up in a blanket and back... or i shld just switch on the aircon and freeze those blood sucking mother fuckers outta the air.

i shld just switch on the aircon.

in fact i'm gonna do that now.