Shoot

yesterday was yet another grueling day of my paitience, was in class and the most irritating person i know is there. AGAIN. i do not know if it is me or it is him. but he cannot help but brag to me about his accomplishments. i mean, granted they are accomplishments but they are no where near 1) mind boggling 2) impressive. and as a matter of fact, more than 1 girl have told me that if it wasnt for his braggat ways he might be a better catch.... meaning 1) he is a damn bad catch now and 2) even if he changes his ways he'll still be a damn bad catch although "better" but still bad.

i do not wonder why.

i hate the way he tells me that he is so indispensible and how people are dying for his services. i learnt in sec 2 while playing rugby that no one is indispensible, no one. they'll just find someone more willing to do the job and you can kiss ur sorry ass goodbye. so get this. YOU ARE NOT FUCKING INDISPENSIBLE SO STOP TELLING ME YOU'RE INDIS-FUCKING-PENSIBLE. and stop telling me the perks that people are giving you if you would help them out. i mean so what if they say they're gonna give you a hot babe should you join their activity. it's just like they said. SAY! i remember a few times when you were bragging about your "friends" helping you get this get that etc etc. and you were bragging your ass off only to end up with a thumb in your mouth. SUCKING IT. so stop telling the whole world how many chickens you have when all you have is not even eggs, but maybe 50 CENTS.

the gay ass salsa dancer has told me this. he feels that he has such a low self-esteem that he feels the need to brag about his accomplishments so as to make himself seem like that alpha male. well i tell u this. i dun fucking care. be the alpha male all you fucking want. i do not care and i do not care.

let me tell you again.

i do not care.

i watched the brothers grim last night and i cant help but feel what a big facade life is, that everyone is just living their lives while putting on a mask for the whole world to see. i mean how many of us can look in the mirror and say that the person in the mirror is the person everyone else sees...

actually i dont really care too. i'm so good at wearing masks as well. it's hard to see myself in the mirror anymore. so lets all wear masks. i'll start looking for a real nice and fierce one. and scare the living daylights out of all fucking retarded moronice asswholes who cannot help but tell the whole world how great their lives are.