This Tingly Feeling

jealousy. wat is jealousy?

1)Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position.
2)Resentful or bitter in rivalry; envious:
a)jealous of the success of others.
b)Inclined to suspect rivalry.
3Having to do with or arising from feelings of envy, apprehension, or bitterness: jealous thoughts.
4)Vigilant in guarding something: We are jealous of our good name.
5)Intolerant of disloyalty or infidelity; autocratic: a jealous God.

how does one rid oneself of jealousy. some say can we only be free of jealousy when we're not afriad of losing the other person? and should this be true, how much can we say we love the other party when we are not afriad of losing them? or am i just too immature to understand this concept. " my friends keep telling me, that if u really love her u got to set her free and if she returns in time, i'll know she's mine. but tell me where do i start..." tell me where do i start learning.

others preach that are we ought to love without condition without expectations, thus negating the feeling of disappointment when sometime does go wrong. again, is this valid? it's seems as good as signing a contract with ur spouse before marriage dividing the assets should you ever decide to get a divorce. where is the holy matrimony in this, where is the trust. can there be love without trust? or are we on different frequencies now, women are from venus and men are from mars. why am i on jupiter. or am i?

yet again some say that it all boils down to trust. trust. so easy to lose, so hard to earn. it takes nothing more than a rumour to shake the very foundations of trust. yet, months and months companionship and frienship before the buds of trust start to blossom. imagine hearing someone tell u that they ur gf's/ gal ur interested in is seeing a lot of this guy and ur stuck in the army. there's no feeling of jealousy? not 1 drop? leave me a note if u do not. ENLIGHTEN ME OH SO HOLY ONE.

or am i just jaded. unable to accept that people can be wholesome without agenda. that not everyone is suspectible to temptation or loneliness. that trust is not such a dirty word after all.

fastball running thru my head now, dun ask me why. it just is. go listen to them, too bad they were a one hit wonder. u can only imagine wat other kinda good shit they can come up with. digressing but i really dun care. wondering the highway, i'm happier there today.

anyone can see the road that they walk on is paved in gold.

it's always summer they'll never get cold.

they'll never get hungry they'll never get old and grey.

u can see the shadows wondering off somewhere, they wun make it home but they really dun care.

they wanted the highway they're happier there today. today.....