All calm on the eastern front.

life is stupendous! for now that is. i just quit my job, the gal i'm interested in (let's call her X for now. I KNOW, HOW FUCKING ORIGINAL CAN THAT BE? but seriously FUCK OFF.) is aboard and cant be bothered to contact me. friends around my proximity are going thru emotional trama. i'm broke partly cause i lost my job and partly cause my parents THINK i'm employed so they've decided to let me fend for myself, which is really no one's fault except mine being too freaking proud to tell them and take their money. plus i'm in debt thanks to an argument with X which left me with a car accident. haha how much better can life get u might be wondering. ah, but there is where the beauty lies. in oblivion.

to set things straight, 1st i'm not suicidal and neither am i in depression. there's this calm that i'm feeling now that is really undescribable. being suddenly cut adrift from my job is so enlightening. esp the look on my bosses face when i told her. and walking out the front door at 3 in the afternoon after getting her to sign my pay check. WOW. u might think someone who's lost his job wld be depressed but the word is FREEDOM!! (at least for as long as the money lasts.) to the next point, having ur friends around u going emotional trama can make u feel good. for starters, u can thank god that u're not that sad ass that's just got ur heart ripped out and shoved up ur ass. 2ndly, thank the lord that no matter how sad ur life seems now, it's comforting to know that there's someone else worst off than u. last but not least, it gives u a good reason to call someone up and just give them a piece of ur fucking mind for placing ur friend in such a situation. and when u roll all of these together, it's orgasmic. next, having a car accident. this might seem catastrophic to many, but imagine having someone DONATE $$$ to repair ur entire bloody shitting car!! haha, now how often does that happen?? HA! and finally abt X? there's always a Y and Z somewhere out there. so how bad can life get?

always look on the bright side of life! haha no matter how bad it gets it can either get worst, or it can get better... or MAYBE u'll just be stuck there. since being stuck there or getting better is better than it getting worst, statistically. there is a 66.66666666666666 chance that things will not be worst, now isnt that a cause for celebration? so worry not, and slap the dust off the bum cause STATISCALLY, things are in ur favour.