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i love telling people to move the fuck in, when i'm trying to get on a crowded train. there's just something about the door that somehow attracts people to it. rather than move in and create space for themselves and the rest, they're somehow very happy squeezing in the front what bastards.

and i just love looking at their fuck faces and shouting, " can you move the fuck in?" and seeing their reaction, ranging from outrage to indifference to shock gives me my kick of the day.

i fell alseep for 3o mins and in that time, i've heard my doorbell ring, which i couldnt be bothered to answer. and there was no one else at home. so... too bad. i told myself it was my imagination. but then, u dun imagine u heard the doorbell ring. right? i hope i'm wrong.

i got 7 msn msges ranging from requests by people asking me to check on other people (weird) and people asking me for websites (for projects) and people telling me their teddy bear is called moggs, cause it's a jedi bear so it needs a jedi name and to a sudden reappearance of people that had completely vanished to people asking me what did 0 say to 8....

in case u didnt know, 0 said, so fat already still wear belt. that one really cracked me up...

then i got a phone call that really woke me up. my friend found a love diary belonging to me in his cupboard. dated 2003... like really. and no, i do not keep love diaries. never did, very unlikely will. uh huh. apparently it's a my melody diary given to me by my friend's friend who incidentally was my gf at that time. it chronicled our life together for the 1st month. the funny thing was that i only remembered being together with her for 1 week but perhaps it was a month. haha. errrr not suprising that no one else introduced their friends to me anymore. but it really wasnt my fault. and she was a really nice girl. i felt that she was too good for me. but as time passes, no one is really too good for anyone anymore. they all just come and go. somehow that's changing too. cause there's someone who has came. but not going. at least not anytime soon. bah. i digress. no wait, i cant even remember what i was talking about.

look out for the next rugby mailer. they yr 2s are really out doing themselves with every mailer. seriously they're good. but then again, they've only sent out 2 emails and i believe that people will think that we're the most egoistical, unfeeling, self centred and arrogant people in SMU. but then again, i'm not denying that we are. when you're good, you've just got to ride the wave and let everyone know how good you are because no one really knows how good you are till they either see it for themselves or hear it. since no one can see a match that wasnt filmed down again. we just have to tell them.

i hate ontrac. i got both my internship offers and i accepted one of them. rejecting the other in the process. when lo and behold, the next morning, i get an email telling me to confirm which internship i want by 22th oct.

AND DO NOT ACCEPT ANY OFFERS TILL THE 19TH MORNING. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

and the only reason i can think of is that the big 4 may retract offers. i spent 1 hr and found out that all the bug 4 had already sent out offers. so if all the offers are out, everyone can accept no? why are we told not to accept? the only reason is that the big 4 might retract offers. that's why they're telling us not to accept 1st. fuckers. i'm dead. if dt retracts, i'm so dead. i've already by accepting dt rejected kpmg. like seriously, a case of jumping the gun.

tamade chao chee bye.....

and this is a damn bimbotic conversation...


g/ i asked for nothing. says:
i havent read it yet
later tonight i go n read
mid term canot discuss rite
pk ( company law prof, her name was mentioned to provide me information about whose midterm she was talking about)
or can ah
hahaha
Ser Puff - smu rugby: proud winners of every toin coss. says:
can lar
can even open discussion
consult everybody
g/ i asked for nothing. says:
shiok le
this rox la
Ser Puff - smu rugby: proud winners of every toin coss. says:
then check answers also (sounds damn sarcastic doesnt it...)
g/ i asked for nothing. says:
hahaha
then i study for f?
Ser Puff - smu rugby: proud winners of every toin coss. says:
cause if everyone thought like u....
no one would know the answers...
g/ you're such a psycho, it scares me. says:
hahahaha tts true
hahaha
ok so i go n study
mayb i can contribute tmr (RIGHT.....)
muahaha
Ser Puff - smu rugby: proud winners of every toin coss. says:
that sounded damn bimbotic...
g/ you're such a psycho, it scares me. says:
hahahahahaha
i am a bimbo what (open declaration of love here)
muahaha
hahaha ( i dunno what the double laugh was for... disturbing are my friends.)
Ser Puff - smu rugby: proud winners of every toin coss. says:
g/ you're such a psycho, it scares me. says:
come online tonight
then again
i think i wont study
NO NEED TO STUDY
muahaha (what a round about way of convincing herself not to study)

p.s in case u read it, there's really no need to study cause it's really open discussion. i was just trying to be sarcastic to scare u. but it obviously failed. but no worries, ur happier that way. :D