No one likes to be short-changed

least of all me.

I hate how conversations asking me whether I would like to do something turn into lopsided statements – you are becoming like X. Then why ask for my opinion. But this has nothing to do with me being short-changed. I think.

Snapping at me because although you were sick, you were still out late at night is completely not justified because you were probably still sick because you went to the beach. To sun tan but since there was no sun; you just ended up playing volley ball which is probably the lesser of the 2 evils. With a particular someone nonetheless but it was probably, believably, doubtlessly planned in advanced. But it could just be pure coincidence.

What ever.

I had something on and it just would not be right for me to expect you to stay home because it’s just not you. But I did not expect you to meet him. Or maybe I did, which was why I went out of my way to pop by your place just to say hi (more likely it was to tell myself what an idiot I was, having these groundless idiotic thoughts). Anyway, the point is I went out of my way and somehow I decided that maybe a phone call would be more in line. And you did pick it up (after countless attempts) and you were out with him.

What ever would probably be a lie because it definitely did suck. But at least you were honest.

Factoring how things took a turn for the worst after your trip up north, presumably because you were confused, I can’t help but place 1 and 1 and 1 together to draw a conclusion and it’s all beginning to make sense. At least to me it is, as senseless and groundless as it may seem.

This brings me back to my point. No one likes to be short-changed, least of all me.