Get a life

i cant stand the way you always have to be right

i hate the way you act, as if you know it all when it's glaring that your talking crap.

i despise the way you talk, as if you always have an ace up your sleeve, or that your so god damn fucking experienced or that you can do no wrong.

i hate the way you're never early or on time.

i don't understand why you never seem to believe what i say. it's as if you seem to believe that you have to do what i advise you not to do just so to prove me wrong.

i hate the way i'm right most of the time. because it makes me wonder what the hell is wrong with you.

i can't understand what is that competitiveness in you. that when i inch forward on the red light u have to inch forward too... u think u're going to get a gold medal for moving off 1st on the red?

i hate the way u used god as an excuse behind every thing that happens to you. "oh god doesnt want me to be attached. it's better for me this way." or " oh she's not the one for me. i believe god made me see that." or " i'm trying to be closer to god." perhaps i'm just too cynical to believe that people genuinely believe in god. but i've seen too many people hiding behind the veil of godliness that i cannot stop questioning even the best christians. when does it remain god's will and when does it become our own? it's always so easy to let god take all the blame, so easy to believe that what ever happens to you happens because god wants it to happen. reminds of a story of what a thief who got caught told the judge. "god helps those who help themselves." followed by the rebuke, "now that you've helped yourself, god help you." i've seen people go on and on about how they would only date a christian and that it was wrong to date a non christian but when they get together with a christian, " oh it's god's will. he wants me to change her." balls, u just want to get into her fucking pants for crying out loud.

i cant understand how you can go around calling everyone else your best friend when they seem to come and go but you cling on to it. i cant help but feel you need to have a best friend.

i hate the way you cant lose.

no matter what i said i just want you to know that you're a dear friend and this is just something i had to get out of my system. anyway i dun think you read my blog. so if you think it's you, it's probably not you.