sometimes i wonder whether there is such a thing as divine intervention and i'm glad when it happens. god will find a way when there seems to be no way, he works in ways we cannot see. okay dude, workm i don't care whether i can see it or not but i really hope that it's gonna be good. but at least now, something's clear. that at least i can put my mind at rest. lets hope other things are clearer and that after those things are clear, i can sleep well and put my mind at rest. at least until december ends.

it's just 1 month and 5 days. let us just hang in there. don't push me up the wall anymore.

But darling, you know that I love you true,
Do anything that you want me to,
Confess all my sins like you want me to,
There's one thing that I will say to you,
I'm not like everybody else,