Games and getting played out

The whole point of games is that there's a winner. A first place, do want a second best surgeon operating on you or you want the very best. Second best is mediocrity and to settle for second best is a sign of self-loathing and substandard work ethics.

today, i woke up, went for breakfast and had my meeting cancelled courtesy of the babe. next, KK had to work. and then, i was supposed to meet JL but JL conviently changed the time of the run at east coast and giving me only ONE missed call before going for a swim. and when he finally got me, it was 440. he then asked if i wanted to go chill with him and wp at suntec. sounds good. till what time i asked. 5 something latest 6. fry my balls please. then my parents smsed me and it said "find dinner yourself". thanks. then my cheryln was supposed to pass me las vegas but she conviently had a date with her crush at china town. china fucking ah peks town. great. now i'm dinnerless and supposedly playing dork tower or zouk depending on who decides to play me out 1st or if they both do then i have absofuckinglutely nothing to say.

and my sister in her biggest act of sympathy and compassion. i told her i had no dinner and she told me to meet by for dinner and i was like no. i cant get along with the other friends who will be there for dinner. and my sister goes " so chill at home than. with the dog. so ur not THAT alone."