the aftermath of my sister's marriage left me feeling so empty. it's so surreal, someone who's always been there for me now gone. granted we were never the closest of siblings as closeness goes but at least she was there in person and i could just walk over to talk to her about the most mundane and inane stuff. now she's gone.

living in some box in toa payoh and hopefully starting her own family soon. they say she's not gone, only married but what's the difference. she's not going to be here. i believe the impact on my parents are worst, especially for my dad.

mommy's boy and daddy's girl. i swear i saw tears in my father's eyes when my sis signed the wedding cert.