Forever

these 2 word documents were all i needed u to help me print. but no, 1st, u went on about why am i asking my ex to print it for me. next u went on about how if i was mr popular i should not be asking u to print it for me and how since i have so many friends in the estate i should be getting them to print it for me. 1st, alv, yx and jh are in hall. hall for crying out loud. and Van does NOT have a mother fucking printer. that leaves me pretty much out of choices. of course i had other people to approach, provided i wanted to drive out. you were the closest to my house and yet u were the last i approached for help simply because i did not want to ask u. simple. but as fate would have it the other neighbours choose to desert me. and of course i have other friends, of course they would help me but that would mean driving down to where they are which would take up time that i did not have. which part do u not understand till now? is that lawyer induced brain of yours comprehending.

and then finally, u decided to not print it as it would take up too much ink. like what the fucking hell. too much ink. seriously. 5 cents a page they would be charging me for black and white. and black and white was all i asked. then u went on about how expensive ink is for old printers. like what the fuck. seriously.

u make it sound like i owe u the fucking world and u want to see is me begging at you feet. seriously. get a life. it is so hard for u to print out 2 pieces of paper for me...

and not forgetting how u have no qualms about waking me in the morning forcing me to give u a lift to school. or have u forgotten the numerous times u forced me to give u a lift because u were running late. lifts to school, lifts to hwa chong for your stupid net ball trainings. of course u wun remember that. u would only remember the times u woke me up and i decided, no, i did not want to give u a lift to school, or the times when i did not have to go to school, thus turning you down.

you probably remember the times i broke ur heart. not the times when i cried in school and decided to skip my pre final training and your netball match instead of having to choose whether u or getting to play in the finals was more important.

how u love to probe into my life only to have the smirk on ur face when things are not going too well. seriously. and then withold everything inside when i ask u about urs.

yeah, u stopped believing in forever when u were 16 but now ur thinking about forever more and more. i've stopped believing in forever when i was 17 but judging from the way ur acting, i believe in forever now.